I’m not mad or upset, I feel betrayed, disrespected and I just don’t understand how someone can think that it’s okay to do that to someone. My ex justifies being with a new person within the month of our break up by saying she thought he was cute but never acted on it. That’s ridiculous. The reason we had so many problems in the end was him? And now you’re dating. I mean I was angry before but now I’m just like wow you really are a piece of shit. I wanna say I wish you the best but I don’t? You’re a coward and a pathetic human being who really doesn’t deserve anything in life. Congratulations on being another shitty person in my life after telling me the whole time you’re different.

(Reblogged from livinondreams87)
What is there to say? Everything is hard. Returning phone calls. Not choking when I try to speak. Getting out of bed. What is there to do? I put foot in front of foot and trust that I will not wobble enough to give myself away. Pour concrete into my mouth to have an excuse for struggling with answering questions. Stare at the window. Look at hills and think of five years from now, of eventual sleep, of digging a hole and jumping inside. I train myself to half-listen when others speak and still hear the noise in my chest. I nod appropriately. What else is there? Get up. Go. Go. Go. Pause. Go. Accelerate. Go. Go go go. No stop. No exit. No time to reflect. Just experience after experience, and then the shaky seconds spent recovering from them. Pouring black coffee into wounds. Getting your feelings hurt over people who are not thinking of you in that way, have never thought of you in that way. Wasting time playing the game, the same game, hoping it will work this time around. I have put all of my effort into things that never wanted me back, in hopes that I could change the outcome. How else can I communicate this? I do not want to try anything, with anyone, anymore.
Anything Anyone Anymore, Lora Mathis (via lora-mathis)
(Reblogged from shake-your-skeleton)

I hate the feeling that I miss you, we haven’t been together in years and I don’t know why but I can’t help but think I want you back in my life. 😅

It’s weird, I hate being so nervous around you. I don’t know what to do 😩


Getting bad again for no reason after you’ve been so happy for a long time is literally one of the worst feelings ever

I blame you
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I hope they ask about me & I hope you tell them you fucked up.

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everything you love is here


everything you love is here

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